Annoyance is a mild word for what I feel right now. My internal resistance is kicking in big time. I don’t want to do any of it. But I showed up at the gym and I felt better for it.
Making peace with my hunger was colossally difficult. I’ve been trying EFT as a way to get through some of my barriers. It’s kind of intense. I am not sure if I can do this but I don’t see staying this way for another forty years. Onward.
Felt hollow and drained after, but I got through my day.